As if to try and lessen his burden, Lex took a deep breath and let out a heavy sigh. He leaned into the arms clutching him, his eyes closed, and fought to compose himself.

When he finally did, he took another deep breath and pulled back. "I think the adrenaline is wearing off. Come, let's go to bed." He leaned forward to kiss Anatoly deeply as he tugged on the Russian's shirt to get it off. He wanted to feel the man he loved next to him.